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[06 Jun 2005|10:39pm]
tonight was great

first off i love rain and everyone else should too


i ran around outside for like a minute in the downpour
then my dad and i sat on my porch for a half an hour and just taked and watched the rain and the thunder, it was amazing, thunder is so cool and the lightning was really close and the thunder was really loud
when the lightning stuck you could see the gaps in the sky were the coulds weren't it was cool
and when the lightning struck you could see the reflection of the car window and it turned greenish
it was great then it started to pour harder and we got wet even though we were under the porch thing it was cute
then i got cold
then my sister came out
then an extremely loud thunder came and we both yelled
then my mom came home from work
and i came inside
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[10 May 2005|10:04pm]
i want a boy to call me kid
and i'll call him ace

i want him to kiss my forhead
and i'll say politely "thank you"

i want to hold his hand
but not in an akward way

i want to dance even when there no music
especially when there's no music

i want to sit out under the stars
and just watch the night go by

i want to have a picnic
and play soccer and tag

i want to be able to twirl and laugh
and look like an idiot
but he'll still think i'm amazing

i want to walk around the city
and look at the culture

i want to walk around a museum
and take in all i've missed

i want to stare at paintings
and understand them from every perspective

i want to read an e.e. cummings peom and understand what he's saying
in the first read through

i want to be able to go up to interesting people
and introduce myself

i want to be able to make friends
and not be mrs. shy






i want a boy! and a hot one... but mostly someone who i can talk to cuz boys are only cute for so long and then you have to talk to them so they better be interesting
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[30 Apr 2005|08:49pm]
Liz's party was yesterday

interesting

i hung out with jen most of the night but the best part was when

i won PRETTY PRETTY Princess

thats right i kicked your butt jon dana and heather


then the guys tried to play and they're not so bright so they gave up before anyone won



then we played kick ball/dodgeball and created a human pyramid

they were trying to give me a subtle hint by telling me i had to be on the bottom
thanks for calling me fat
jerks

now i have to go to church at 10 for a mass that starts at 12 then i have to come home and get back up again at 9 to go to church again

easter is tiring
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BEST DAY EVER [09 Mar 2005|08:43pm]
my subject pretty much covers it

only the cool kids know what i'm talking about


a.k.a Kim
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[07 Mar 2005|06:55pm]
Lacrosse today


i sucked




i'm getting cut



period.









kate did great

she going to make varsity



so not fair
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[04 Mar 2005|03:57pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

today was amazing

watched the ring in homeroom
not as much fun when you know the ending

then le roi lion in french
chris and i have great times

then chorus kelly and i talked about dave
and shes going to hook me up with him
so cute

then classes blah

history hilarious
we had a sub and we were supposed to read all period
but we all just talked in like secret code
pretending we were talking about the book




then the greatest part of the day
LACROSSE TRY-OUTS

kate and i got changed
i got my sneakers from my mom cuz i left them at home
kate and i went outside to practice before
all the guys were out there
and kate and james were cute
i let james borrow my hairband cuz
his hair is longer than mine and it was in his face
it was cute
then we went inside
and got ready
we started
kate and i got all freaked out
but we did well
i hope we make varsity sooo bad
but it's going to be really hard
tomorrow we get to run the mile!
then sprints!!!!!

yay my favorite



time for the simpsons

adios

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[25 Feb 2005|05:08pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

GOD

im over this boy stike



i need a boy


really badly

AHHHHH

just for like an hour








anyway Sunday is the Deborah Heart competition and we win money
so i'm going all out and studing hard core
tomorrow David Lee and i have a study date
we are going to win that thousand dollars
BITCHES


i have a soccer game at 7:30 tomorrow morning
what a jerky thing for the people who make those schedules to do
jerkfaces





peace out
have a fun weekend

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[20 Feb 2005|04:13pm]
i finished my dress for cotillion
its pretty sweet
now im going to make one for my sister
dresses are fun

i went shopping friday and i got
jeans
black pants
knitted cardigan
silky tank thingy
summer-y shirt
bathing suit
sunglasses
and shoes
for $90

it was lots of fun
my mom is amazing

then yesterday i went to picky up my sister from NY
so much traffic
i still have homeowrk to do
boo


p.s. i love the jet cd
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[18 Feb 2005|08:10pm]
kimmy if you read this there is an audition at burlington county footlighters
for an upcoming show on sunday
comment back if you want to go with me
or anyone else who wants to go and audition with me
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[16 Feb 2005|10:16pm]
[ mood | sangfroid ]

today was fun
except for history which always sucks because mr. shultz is a meanie


after school kate and i stayed after to practice lacrosse in the pouring rain
at first it was fun but then it just got really cold and my ears felt like they were about to fall off
that would have been depressing
anyway kate and i were AMAZING
then we went inside
got changed
waited an hour for my mom to come pick us up
while we were waiting rob was there so we played hacky sack with him
we are very bad at it
then joe foley came in with no shirt on from running out in the rain
hes ugly but he has a nice body

anywho my mom finally picked us up and then we went home
i watched tv and ate dinner

then i waited for it
project runway...
the interview get together thing

my sister called me in the middle of it though so i couldn't watch it

but thats okay because i love her and i miss talking to her
we talked about how when we are by ourselves we think about how the other one would be making conversation or talking about some stupid show we were watching
we have the best time together
plus she bought me these AWESOME shoes that i saw at a thrift shop up in boston
but my dad wouldn't let me get so she got them for me
she's the best
anywho then we talked about how crazy we are and how im going to be in the movie she's writing
since most of it is based on the things i say to her and some of it is what her roommate says
but whatever
i'm cooler

peace out


i have to read 100 pages of huck finn by tomorrow

good luck to me!

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[14 Feb 2005|09:25pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

today was pretty great for not having a lova


started out with my mommy giving me my present which was chocolate and a bear
shes so weird but i love her

then went to school and had fun in french
brendon hellyer got a singing valentine and it was funny

second period so much fun
then David and I decided we were going to cotillion together
which is sweet because we will be the best dressed and best dancers
i can't wait
i'm working on my dress now
i hope it doesn't suck

rest of the day was blah
then i came home
listened to music and worked on my dress

then i went out to dinner with my dad
we went to this chinese vegetarian restaurant
it was really good
i got seaweed tofu soup
it might sound gross but it was really good

then my dad got me the JET cd and more candy/chocolate
i love JET because they sound like the beatles a little
especially "look what you've done" it has the beatles chord progression
its simply amazing
plus they are australian which is brilliant

then my dad and i watched the musical 7th heaven because it was absolutly dreadful
and we just said how much better the others ones were
like the scrubs one and the simpsons one



well that was my day
pretty cool

i thought i was going to be all depressed and alone but really it was better than being all lov-ie with someone


well off i go

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[13 Feb 2005|11:44pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

i took that test on elise's lj enrty it was sweet/interesting:

• jon is the one that you love.

• sean is one you like but can't work out.

• You care most about liz.

• david is the one who knows you very well.

• kate is your lucky star.

• come by me is the song that matches with jon.

• daughters is the song for sean.

• sunday mornings is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.

• and but for now is the song telling you how you feel about life


all of that was true except the jon part
and the daughters for sean because thats a kind of girly song

anywho cool weekend
i have now become obsessed with ebay
it is great

bon soir

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[11 Feb 2005|05:19pm]
[ mood | curious ]

this week went by fast

tomorrow i have a soccer game at 6:45

in the morning

today i stayed after school with kate
we helped sort out the candy grams for french club
it was crazy
then we went to practice lacrosse and it was freezing out
i forgot my gloves inside but i had my pre-wrap with me
so i wrapped my hands in it, it was bright red
plus i had thermal underwear on and an eagles shirt on over it with my flannel soccer pants and my gay ear-ry hat
can we say fareek!
anyway kate and i started out really good and then we sucked so we played wall ball
then we came home


yay! i'm going to a maroon 5 concert with Liz
SWEET!


kim was absent today so i had to talk to andrew in bio
he was annoying

monk is on tonight
if i can stay up that late

adios~

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got it from 'lizabeth [07 Feb 2005|10:01pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

PAST.


-first grade teacher's name: ms. carmack... she took my snack away one day because holly was talking to me...jerk

-last song you sang: hasta manyana(or something) by the spice girls

-last thing you laughed at: me singing(attempting) the spice girls

-last time you cried: way long ago

-what color socks are you wearing: None!

-what's under your bed: nothing my beds right on the floor

-what time did you wake up today: well my alarm goes off at 5:31 but i wake up around 5:58

FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: fashion designer or actress

-where are you going to live: london or paris

-how many kids do you want: i don't know yet

-what kind of car will you drive: mini coup or a stingray corvette

CURRENT.
-current hair: brown

-current clothes: old navy boxers and my college day lacrosse shirt

-current jewelry: my cross... its completely awesome

-current annoyance: my computer making breathing noises very loudly

-current smell: oxygen

-current longing: to actually finish something earlier than the night before it's due

-current favorite music artist: jamie cullum and Jet

-current book: Huck Finn

-current worry: will i wake up on time tomorrow

-current hate: people who do drugs and bad things

-story behind your username: ummm... british people rock

-one person you wish was here right now: jamie cullum or the guy who plasy jeff murdock on coupling

-i am happiest when: there are accents

-i feel lonely when: my sister isn't home

-favorite author: Roahl Dahl is the most amazing and interesting author he writes kids books but i still read them because they are so good

-do you think too much: yes but not about things people normally think too much about

-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: london or paris or australia or hawaii

-famous person you have met?: destiny's child... way overrated

-do you have any regrets: nope

-favorite coffee: gross that stuff smells bad

-favorite smell: chai tea

-what makes you mad: mr. shultz

-favorite way to waste time: staring into space thinking about nothing or watching boy meets world

-what is your best quality: my quiet shyness

-what's the craziest thing you have ever done:umm once i i donno i can't make anything cool up... i've never lived on the edge and done something daring

-do you find it hard to trust people: nope i trust people way too easily and forgive them too but whatever

-last thing you bought yourself: two cardigans and a pair o' shoes

-bath or shower: shower

-favorite season: fall there's a smell in the air right at the end of fall... it's perfect

-favorite color: blue and red

-favorite time of day: 6-9 at night ... thats when im crazy and hyper

-gold or silver: silverif its for something youngish... if it's classy jewelry then gold

-any secret crushes: cha

FASHION

-do you wear a watch: sometimes to see how late my bus is in the morning

-most expensive item of clothing: i buy everything on sale so probably like my cardigan that was $20

-most treasured: my new pink cardigan and my awesome light orange shirt that poofs brillantly when i walk down the steps

YOUR FRIENDS.

-do your friends know you: yes

-what do they tend to be like: unique and amazingly cool

-can you count on them: yes

-can they count on you: always even if they don't think im there friend

LAST.

-last book you read: completely? probably Great Gatsby

-last movie you saw: ?? Amelie

-last movie you saw on the big screen: the grudge with liz jeff and deenizzle and liz totally forgot i went with her

-last show you watched on tv: 7th heaven ...boo

-last thing you had to drink: chammomile tea and water

-last thing you ate: soy crisps

-last time you showered: like 3 hours ago

-last time you smiled: when i was watching the tele

-last time you laughed: ditto

-last person you hugged: no one

-last person you talked to online: david or jon

-last peson you talked to on the phone: ma mere

-last person who used the corniest lines ever and really pissed you off but you still love them for some strange reason: probably dena or my dad

DO YOU.

-smoke: no

-drugs: no

-drink: no

-sleep with stuffed animals: once in awhile

-have a dream that keeps coming back: not recently but when i was little i did

-play an instrument: word.

-believe there is life on other planets: yessuh

-read the newspaper: sometimes

-have any gay or lesbian friends: i think

-believe in miracles: yes

-consider yourself tolerant: yes

-consider police a friend or foe: friend

-like the taste of alcohol: i don't think so...no

-have a favorite stooge: no

-believe in astrology: no but i still like to read my horoscope and then prove it wrong

-believe in magic: yes

-pray: when i remember i'm trying to get better

-go to church: sometimes

-have any secrets: i guess but not big juicy ones

-have any pets: no:'-(

-go or plan to attend college: yes...plan to

-talk to strangers: i'm scared of people so no unless kate barrie is around

-have any piercings: yes

-have any tattoos: nope

-hate yourself: love

-wish on stars: sometimes

-like your handwriting: oh i have the cutest little boy handwriting

-believe in witches: yes

-believe in ghosts: spirits yes but not ghosts like the white sheet over people

-believe in santa: yes... he's my hero

-believe in the easter bunny: no... he has no mode of transpotation how could he go around the world in one night

-believe in the tooth fairy: oh i love my parents

-have a second family: ruthie and jimmy and the suters

-trust others easily: yes

**Have You Ever?**

KISSED YOUR COUSIN? i try not to go near them they scare me

RAN AWAY? no

*. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART? yeah

*. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN? no

*. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? yeah

*. BROKEN A BONE? word. damn soccer

*. DRANK ALCOHOL? no

*. LIED: yeah

*. CRIED IN SCHOOL: once thanks to jonathan

::This or That:: *.

COKE OR PEPSI? coke

*. SPRITE OR 7UP? neither

*. FLOWERS OR CANDY? flowers candy is bad for you

*. QUIET OR LOUD? quiet

*. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? brunette

*. TALL OR SHORT? tall

*. JEANS OR SHORTS? skirts

...::What Is::...?

*. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? nothing

*. PERSON YOU HATE MOST? ???

*. LUCKY NUMBER? 8 or 10

wow i like to fill these out because it gives me an excuse not to go to bed and something for me to try and be creative with

have a goodnight
au revior

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me... updating...AHHHH! [07 Feb 2005|06:00pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

4:22p
CURRENTLY..
- Current Clothes: skirt green cami and my pink cardigan
- Current Mood: excited
- Current Music: etta james "at last"
- Current Taste: root beer
- Current Make-up: i rubbed most of it off
- Current Hair: newly dyed and straight
- Current Smell: nothing
- Current thing I ought to be doing: anything besides this RUNNING!
- Current Desktop Picture: John mayer winning the grammy
- Current Favorite Group: Jamie cullum and Jet
- Current Book: Huckleberry Finn
- Current CD in CD Player: Billy Joel- greatest hits
- Current tape in VCR: ten things i hate about you
- Current Color Of Toenails: purple
- Current Refreshment: nada

LAST PERSON..
- You Touched: jonathan
- You Talked to: mon pere
- You Hugged: hmmm...i donno
- You Instant messaged: david? jon?
- You Yelled At: kate
- You Kissed: its been a while
- Last cigarette: cigarettes are about as gay as they get
- Last good cry: good cry... this summer weak cry... everytime its windy or i yawn
- Last movie seen: when in rome yay mary-kate and ashley
- Last food consumed: stromboli with fake pepperoni and wheat dough
- Last crush: Sean
- Last phone call: dad
- Last tv show watched: gilmore girls
- Last time showered: Last night
- Last shoes worn: white ones with colorful dots and such
- Last cd played: no doubt
- Last annoyance: bio and history homework
- Last disappointment: boys
- Last soda drank: barks root beer
- Last ice cream eaten: vanilla?
- Last time wanting to die: never! living is way cooler
- Last time scolded: when i burped at the dinner table like a week ago


WHO DO YOU WANT TO..
- Kill: matt cortland
- Slap: jonny serano
- Get High With: no one but i would like to see david lee high
- Look Like: someone with natural beauty who doesn't have to do anything in the morning beside brish their teeth and voila - gorgeous
- Talk To Offline: jon more i guess

HAVE Y0U EVER..
- Been kissed? Yes
- Done Drugs? No sir.
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos? i don't remember but probably
- Been on stage? its the only place i will always love being besides disney world
- Dumped Someone? Yessuh
- Gotten in a car accident? nope thank God
- Been in love? loved someone but not in love

IN THE LAST 24 H0URS, HAVE Y0U..
- Cried? No
- Helped someone? no one comes to me for help
- Bought something? nope
- Gotten sick? No
- Gone to the movies? No
- Gone out for dinner? No
- Said "I love you"? no
- Written a real letter? no
- Moved on? i don't have anything to move on from
- Talked to an ex? Yes
- Missed an ex? no
- Talked to someone you have a crush on? sadly no
- Had a serious talk? no
- Missed someone? i miss my sister a lot
- Hugged someone? no
- Fought with your parents? nope
- Fought with a friend? don't think so

D0 Y0U..
- Wear eyeshadow? some days
- Put on a "front"? I don't believe so
- Have a crush on someone? if you want to call it that
- Eat with your mouth open? no im a vantriliquest
- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it? my hip, hips are sexy
- What color is your floor/carpet in your room? tan
- What was the last CD you bought? jamie cullum
- How did you spend last summer? doing nothing except for one week i went to the shore with barrie and we had the nest time EVER!
- Are you lonely? nope i actually really enjoy being by myself at home and in life in general
- Are you happy? at the moment, yes
- Are you wearing pajamas? nope
- Are you talking to someone online? no i don't like going online
- What is your astrological sign? virgo

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..
- Your life? pretty good for a high school kid
- This survey? pretty bad
- Your friends? interesting unique kids that i could never get enough of
- Your family? amazing ... i love them
- Your worst enemy? matt
- Your girlfriend/crush? cute but not hot therefore there's no reason to pursue
- Your girlfriend/crush's ex? i don't know his ex
- Yourself? i hope everything turns out amazing and i don't regret being a good kid



Ahhh i finally updated ... sometimes i just need to write how i feel... those assemblies in school...i love them, and i hate the kids that think they're too cool to listen to these people who are trying to help us. i highly doubt that they're lying or trying to make us miss out on something amazing. If it didn't hurt do you think they would be having all those assemblies, and then all my friends try to tell me oh well i only did it three times im not going to die blah blah blah and then they go do it three more times argggg i hate people like that...

anywho later

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[14 Nov 2004|09:04pm]
[ mood | never been better ]

i'm tired of teenage drama




this is my last entry


so say your shit to me now
tell me how much you hate me now





thanks have a great day
in your world of hate

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[08 Nov 2004|09:14pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

im sorry


i know what i did was wrong it just came out



but it isn't the end of the world and he probably would have found out eventually

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[05 Nov 2004|11:08pm]
[ mood | girly ]

i like the faces you make at me
when we're lying in bed
they are always so beautiful
i like it when you tuck your body close to me
when we're sleeping its all right
dreams your fears away
i'll be here all day
dry your eyes
'cuz im here to spend
this moment in your arms again
the forcast calls for rain to take away the day
i guess we'll just have to stay inside the room
i' ll bring your breakfast warm
to wake you from your dreams
as i lift your head upright
dream your fears away
i'll be here all day
dry your eyes
'cuz im here to spend
this moment in your arms again
dreams you fears away
i'll be here all day
dry eyes 'cuz im here
to spend this moment in your arms again
and so another day between us comes and goes
so soon but it's so magical
you bring the lock
i'll bring the key to set you free
as i lay your body down
dream your fears away
i'll be here all day
dry your eyes
'cuz im here to spend this moment in your arms again

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[05 Nov 2004|10:57pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

so today was fun

i had play practice

becky is the sex...after it i dropped her off at john richie's house so they could go have sex

then i went out with my mother to panera...play people were there ... like matt...gross

then we went to look for christmas presents

then my mom bought me cool pins and one said "just because you can reproduce doesn't mean you should" it was the greatest thing i've ever heard

then we went home

then i went to chris's party and thanks to my dislexia i was and hour and a half late and i left half an hour early

josh green and jackie were all couplie it was cute

we watched hook and played with buzz lightyear toys
good times

now im home and i think i will read more of bridget jones tonight
i'm in the mood for smart-thinking womens point of views but bridget will do

i love that book
it makes me feel good and at the same time very pessimistic

tomorrow:
9-11:45 play practice

11:45-5? football game

5:30 - 11ish babysitting (woop woop money... i need it)

i wish i was artistic and had a beautiful mind but for now i guess this will do

Such a pretty song:

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly.
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see.
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.
Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly.
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

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[04 Nov 2004|10:04pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

so today was mucho fun

i went to play practice
got there early and read my book ... Bridget Jones pt. deux
then i watched all the hot soccer boys walk bye in their little soccer shorts

then becky came early too so we read together

then it started - play practice that is

it took 4 HOURS to do one act

then once it was finally over me jon lisa katie dan dave and brittany went to goodwill

it is simply the best store ever

they had wheelchairs for sale so dan started riding around in one

then i joined in since there were two of them

i found an awesome purse/bookbag type thing

i just got done finger painting it

good times

then i got a cute little eagles shirt and a MLU kid's jersey

tres beau

then we apid and the foreign lady gave us lots of money off the prices for some reason

i wasn't going to argue

then we all walked to KFC/ Taco Bell

it was all rainy so i had to wear the hat jon had just bought

i looked like a little boy

'twas presh

then since its all chicken and beef at the restaurant i couldn't eat anything but they sold cakes and they were 4 bucks so i got one

then in the little doorway to come in they had a machine that had stickers with insults on them

i got three

they're amazing

then my dad came and picked jon and me up

we took him home and on the way out of his neighborhood i saw dana and adam walking around the block

it was cute

plus it was raining so it was cuter

then i came home and did nothing

and know im going to read and then going to bed

tomorrow:
play practice
home
shower
get dressed(possibly)
watch the breakfast club with liz?
chris's party
beddy bye



... and to all a good night

bon soir

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